You know, when you’re busy, you seems to be forgetting a lots of things. I mean A LOTS.
As for myself, sometimes I’ll have some short term memory loss, but quickly regained after the condition is clear e.g. Free. Not to mention, I’m having some strange dream, well it is strange to me between this period. Recently, I’m dreaming about this friends of mine, which is since primary/secondary school (lost contact, never keep in touch, etc.) downright to where I woke up and felt somehow awkward. What adds up the chili pepper is that there’s nightmare within the dream as well.
This busy life affected my usual hobby as well. I have a DSLR, and it’s lying in the cabinets for few months already. I have few model kits to be assembled, but dusting on top of my wardrobe. The only stuffs that I’m active now is that PC games community that have been running since last Nov’09.
Well, count on it that I don’t screw up my relationships neither way. I do know how to sort out the priorities….
Ever think about your past? Whenever you opened up your diary and look back, you see that you’ve done a lot of mistakes. Some mistake can be ignore, but majority of them in my diary are not.
I am desperately struggling to resolve all my past mistake, but somehow those that I wanted to, unable to reach them, and I deem it’s not worthy enough for me to fix it. But this kind of shadow, will keep on haunting you for the rest of your life or you might freed of it now and the next minutes when you open up something, it’ll come and haunt you back.
Seriously, prescription will not do anything good here. I love my family, my partner, and also I care for my friends. But sometimes, they don’t appreciate you, even thou you show them that you care them, respect them as a friend that will always beside them and to listen to them.
You know, I really wanted to cast this shadow away…..
Since it’s just a week past Chinese New Year, I fallen sick yesterday for being “naughty” walking under the burning sun on Sunday. Headache strikes me, and I felt dehydration. (Oh wait, Am I turning into zombies now?)
Anyway, I’m here to wish everyone to have a nice coming Chap Goh Mei, and don’t walk under the sun under any circumstances except you had to. It’s bloody killing me… Arrgghh….
The year of Tiger come already, and the year of Ox have left me with emptiness and also hopes and happiness in the end. Is this what I get to be patience??
Kiddos, should be visiting their relatives and friends now getting angpaos, while I’m just spending my time in office, hoping to stay away from the heat during the festivals period (Yeah, it’s really hot during Chinese New Year) So yeah, instead of wasting time sleeping in house, I rather went up to office and clear my emails.
Ok, that’s all from the for today. Gonna go back soon, and play some games with my frriends in KGM. If you’re interested to know what is KGM, kindly head to http://www.kakigamersmy.com It’s a community, where we welcomed PC gamers from Malaysia, and also anti-piracy community. (Yeah, we hate pirates who ruined the PC game’s industry)
